I. Life ain't no rock and roll song
Even if it sounds like one.
I took off
And never came back
Except once
For a funeral
And that don't count.
II. I gave all my money
To a bartender
In a whore house
On the border
While I watched
Rain fall through a window
A girl asked me
What's wrong?
Did you hear that?
I asked.
Come with me
She said.
But I had to go
So I stole a horse
Rode north
Toward the mountains
And something else.
I didn't know what
At the time.
It turned out
To be nothing
But
III. I'm at peace
With my so-called
Wasted life
And that's gotta
Count for something.
5.31.2011
5.29.2011
Melvins
As I walked out
I thought
I saw
A flying monkey.
It was a bat.
I am never coming back.
While a radio played
Casey Jones
I hummed the chorus
And thought
It's too early
For bats
To be flying around.
A pretty girl walked by.
Do you see any bats?
I asked.
She pointed at the orange
Metallic
Spray-painted
Sky
And said
That's a bird
Dude.
What species of bird
Looks like a monkey
And sings like a bat?
I asked.
Are you okay?
She asked.
It's not that simple,
I said.
I thought
I saw
A flying monkey.
It was a bat.
I am never coming back.
While a radio played
Casey Jones
I hummed the chorus
And thought
It's too early
For bats
To be flying around.
A pretty girl walked by.
Do you see any bats?
I asked.
She pointed at the orange
Metallic
Spray-painted
Sky
And said
That's a bird
Dude.
What species of bird
Looks like a monkey
And sings like a bat?
I asked.
Are you okay?
She asked.
It's not that simple,
I said.
5.20.2011
X
There is a Los Angeles exit
on the freeway
five miles from my apartment.
I've taken it all the way
once for a Love concert
at a theater in Hollywood.
When I think of LA
I remember a man with one leg
hitting a home-run in the World Series.
A sky hook and a no look pass
Charles Bukowski and Phillip Marlowe
Hacksaw Reynolds
and a black and white album cover
of the letter X burning
in a field at night.
on the freeway
five miles from my apartment.
I've taken it all the way
once for a Love concert
at a theater in Hollywood.
When I think of LA
I remember a man with one leg
hitting a home-run in the World Series.
A sky hook and a no look pass
Charles Bukowski and Phillip Marlowe
Hacksaw Reynolds
and a black and white album cover
of the letter X burning
in a field at night.
5.19.2011
Steve Earle Is An Idiot
I do not need
a fat
ex-jailbird
ex-junkie
high school drop out
lecturing me about politics
or anything else.
That said,
I love the songs man.
a fat
ex-jailbird
ex-junkie
high school drop out
lecturing me about politics
or anything else.
That said,
I love the songs man.
5.18.2011
Giant Sand
I saw Giant Sand in the Mason Jar
(a gay bar now,
when I told Tom it's a gay bar
he laughed and said
it always was)
with Danny.
I yelled Barrio
and they stated to play it
and forgot the words
and said we can't play it.
I read about Giant Sand
in the music section of New Times
about twenty years ago.
I buy their records
when I can find them.
They are hard to find
like perfect sea shells
or good poems in the New Yorker.
The other day I was listening to
Ballad Of A Thin Line Man
when Penny came home from school.
I could tell she didn't like it
so I turned it way down
and then off.
Giant Sand needs to be played loud.
Giant Sand is not for everyone.
Something exceptional rarely is.
(a gay bar now,
when I told Tom it's a gay bar
he laughed and said
it always was)
with Danny.
I yelled Barrio
and they stated to play it
and forgot the words
and said we can't play it.
I read about Giant Sand
in the music section of New Times
about twenty years ago.
I buy their records
when I can find them.
They are hard to find
like perfect sea shells
or good poems in the New Yorker.
The other day I was listening to
Ballad Of A Thin Line Man
when Penny came home from school.
I could tell she didn't like it
so I turned it way down
and then off.
Giant Sand needs to be played loud.
Giant Sand is not for everyone.
Something exceptional rarely is.
5.17.2011
Golden Palominos
I love the name
Golden Palominos
And when someone
Asks me
Who my favorite band is
I tell them
And they look at me funny
And say
I never heard of them
And that doesn't make me feel
Smart or cool,
Just a little weird
And kind of lonely.
Golden Palominos
And when someone
Asks me
Who my favorite band is
I tell them
And they look at me funny
And say
I never heard of them
And that doesn't make me feel
Smart or cool,
Just a little weird
And kind of lonely.
5.15.2011
For A Stupid Conceited Bitch
The weirdest thing about you standing me up
Is I was more upset about not giving my brother a ride home from the golf course
'Cause I was supposed to have something to do than I was about you not showing up.
My sister in law came and picked him up.
That's what made me feel stupid.
Is I was more upset about not giving my brother a ride home from the golf course
'Cause I was supposed to have something to do than I was about you not showing up.
My sister in law came and picked him up.
That's what made me feel stupid.
5.14.2011
Well Rounded Afternoon
I was reading a book
About Francis Bacon
As I watched a football game.
The Packers got killed.
According to the book Bacon was kind of a genius.
For what it's worth
The pictures of his paintings
In the book are pretty good.
The text was hard to understand
Yet I kept on reading
Like a malfunctioning machine
That I couldn't turn off
unplug or blow up.
About Francis Bacon
As I watched a football game.
The Packers got killed.
According to the book Bacon was kind of a genius.
For what it's worth
The pictures of his paintings
In the book are pretty good.
The text was hard to understand
Yet I kept on reading
Like a malfunctioning machine
That I couldn't turn off
unplug or blow up.
5.13.2011
Traffic Jam
Tall
Blue
Glass
Building
Against a backdrop
Of lighter blue sky
Shadows
From another building
Turn
The blue
Gray
On the corner
Of Third Street and Earl.
Blue
Glass
Building
Against a backdrop
Of lighter blue sky
Shadows
From another building
Turn
The blue
Gray
On the corner
Of Third Street and Earl.
5.11.2011
When The Cloud Disappeared
I counted
Seventeen thousand stars
A bunch of trees
Too many birds
Twelve beers
You
And me
And Anna Lee
Sitting beside a fire.
Our fire broke camp
And swilled around the trees
And painted everything black.
The last thing
I remember
Is laying
On the grass
Laughing
At the moon
Laughing
At me.
Seventeen thousand stars
A bunch of trees
Too many birds
Twelve beers
You
And me
And Anna Lee
Sitting beside a fire.
Our fire broke camp
And swilled around the trees
And painted everything black.
The last thing
I remember
Is laying
On the grass
Laughing
At the moon
Laughing
At me.
5.10.2011
Last Laugh
I had a lot
Of time
On my hands
In 2008
While
I was
Flipping houses
And banging
A stripper
From the club
I went to
Almost every night
To have a few drinks
Watch a little basketball
And listen to club music.
Alas
She was
Too good
For me
And we both
Thought that
At the same time
And she smiled
And I laughed
And handed
Her a purse
I picked up
At the mall
And we were both
Happy for a while
But nothing lasts
And she eventually
Had enough of me.
So I started up
With a lesser stripper
Until the boom
Busted
And I left the city
With my head up my ass
And a million dollars
In the bank.
Of time
On my hands
In 2008
While
I was
Flipping houses
And banging
A stripper
From the club
I went to
Almost every night
To have a few drinks
Watch a little basketball
And listen to club music.
Alas
She was
Too good
For me
And we both
Thought that
At the same time
And she smiled
And I laughed
And handed
Her a purse
I picked up
At the mall
And we were both
Happy for a while
But nothing lasts
And she eventually
Had enough of me.
So I started up
With a lesser stripper
Until the boom
Busted
And I left the city
With my head up my ass
And a million dollars
In the bank.
5.09.2011
One Thousand Years Ago
I lost you in a train station
The year before I was born
While I looked for a cigarette machine
You rolled away.
I found you in a cornfield
Ten years after
I was shot in the neck
And bled out on a frozen rock
Burring from the middle out
In both directions
How can it do that? You asked.
I didn't know.
Follow me, I said.
We ran into the woods,
Hopped a creek
And got attacked by mosquitoes.
One thousand years before
Everything happened
I think it happened again.
The year before I was born
While I looked for a cigarette machine
You rolled away.
I found you in a cornfield
Ten years after
I was shot in the neck
And bled out on a frozen rock
Burring from the middle out
In both directions
How can it do that? You asked.
I didn't know.
Follow me, I said.
We ran into the woods,
Hopped a creek
And got attacked by mosquitoes.
One thousand years before
Everything happened
I think it happened again.
5.08.2011
Marlboro Light
I couldn't
Figure out
How to turn
Desire
Into art.
I took
A drag
Off of
A cigarette
And threw it
Into a lake.
I hit
A perfect
Golf shot
And felt great
Until
I missed the putt.
If I knew
The answer
I'd ask.
I don't.
So I don't.
Figure out
How to turn
Desire
Into art.
I took
A drag
Off of
A cigarette
And threw it
Into a lake.
I hit
A perfect
Golf shot
And felt great
Until
I missed the putt.
If I knew
The answer
I'd ask.
I don't.
So I don't.
5.07.2011
Poetry
I read this shit twice.
Three times.
Sometimes four.
I don't understand much.
A sentence.
A phrase.
So why do I read it?
Because I want to understand?
But why?
When there is so much that is easily understood
And as good or almost as good
As this shit
I pore
Over
And over
All night
In my cab
Thinking
What the fuck.
I could be reading
Lonesome Dove again.
Three times.
Sometimes four.
I don't understand much.
A sentence.
A phrase.
So why do I read it?
Because I want to understand?
But why?
When there is so much that is easily understood
And as good or almost as good
As this shit
I pore
Over
And over
All night
In my cab
Thinking
What the fuck.
I could be reading
Lonesome Dove again.
5.06.2011
Less Is More
On the breezeway
Whatever that is
But it sounds
Like a nice place
To sit
(If you have a warm jacket
A nice hat
And fine leather gloves)
And read
A long book
About the IRA
On this
Quiet
Starless night
I watch a stripper
Or a naked girl
I have no idea
What she does for a living
Dance to the sound
Of birds long gone
South for the winter
Of my discontent
Chirping like
Charlie Parker
Wailing in a bar
A long time ago
I resolved
To never
Look a gift horse
In the eye.
Whatever that is
But it sounds
Like a nice place
To sit
(If you have a warm jacket
A nice hat
And fine leather gloves)
And read
A long book
About the IRA
On this
Quiet
Starless night
I watch a stripper
Or a naked girl
I have no idea
What she does for a living
Dance to the sound
Of birds long gone
South for the winter
Of my discontent
Chirping like
Charlie Parker
Wailing in a bar
A long time ago
I resolved
To never
Look a gift horse
In the eye.
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